i don’t know what love is anymore
i told my friends about you
that was a stupid mistake but i did it
i don’t think i will ever know what love is
but you made believe that it could happen
to me, at least
you made believe that i deserved love
now i am back to my old ways and thinking
i should unblock him and play him as you did to me
but that’s not fair is it?
so i don’t bc i am still holding on
to the idea that i can love again
that i deserve it
i don’t have to be afraid to show how i feel
but idrc, but just lmk tmr how u doin
or sometime this week
i still don’t know what love is
i don’t know how feel about you
it’s like i want to cry, laugh and move on
but i can’t
i keep reading into the signs i see
i push my head into the cloud
i am just naive thinking it could happen to me
a wild thought i had
i wish it was a dream
you got me here thinking something could happen
why did i believe that?
maybe bc you were different and you are but you are
the same as the rest of them.
i was stupid to believe it
i fell for it again in my head
but don’t worry i can move on
i always do you wouldn’t be the first
nor the last
sorry if this is all confusing
but think about how i feel
piece by saige cooke
photo by @abruphoto